I am just spinning out of control.
There is no way to stop this downward spiral.
That I can see.
It's tearing me apart inside.
Every day I die a little more.
Till there will be nothing left.
In the end I will just be a cold shell.
Living on the outside.
Dead on the inside.
I keep trying to find a way to stop the spinning.
To stop the pain that I feel.
When I think of that day.
The day when I will die.
The day when everything in my life disappears.
Till there is nothing left for me.
Nothing.
All there will be is this body.
No emotions.
No pain, no sorrow.
Nothing at all.
Thanks to this downward spiral.
Created for you and me.
I try to push you out.
But it's no use.
I can't move.
All I do is cry and reach for you.
I reach out my hand.
Every time we get close.
Something tears us apart.
But what I want you to know
Is that I love you
And I will till the end of time.
Till the end of it all.
Till there is nothing at all.
We're caught in this downward spiral.
Being thrown around like rag dolls.
Will it ever stop?
Will the pain subside?
Will you and I be happy?
Like we were in the beginning.
When will this downward spiral stop spinning around?
When can you hold me tight again?