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Hey peeps.

Sorry I haven't been online for a long time. My new job has me working a lot, so I'm not able to come to the library and log on. And then some buddies of mine are always picking me up to hang out. So they keep me busy as well.

I've done a few drawings lately. Nothing to fancy like my Soulless drawing. Just some really rough sketches and scribbles. I'm still happy with them though. Cause I am picking up my sketchbook and drawing. I'm trying to get back into writing again too.

I think I am going to write some Final Fantasy fanfics. You see a long time ago some friends of mine and I started an RPG using Final Fantasy VII. My ex took the Exalted playing system and tweaked it to fit Final Fantasy. Then we all created characters and played a game that took place years after Advent Children. My character was Marlene Valentine. I took little Marlene from FFVII and had her run off and live with Vincent Valentine. In the game Vincent is killed by Sephiroth and Marlene has to go back to Midgar, after running from it over a decade ealier. We didn't get very far with the game. A lot of stuff happened, but I recently watched Advent Children and it got me into a Final Fantasy mood.

I even found two drawings that I had started and have decided to finish them. One is of Marlene, who dresses and looks like Vincent. You see after he dies, he is still somehow with her. She sees him in her dreams and talks to him. I believe it has something to do with Chaos in her. When Vincent was killed, Marlene passed out and awoke with a voice in her head. She soon learned that it was Chaos, who had inhabited her body. I would tell you more, but I may just write that story. -hehe-

I kind of went on a ramble there. But thats ok. Its good for me to write about something good every now and then. Well, I guess I will get going. Want to look up some pics of Vincent. Need a good one of his cloak. Thats really all I need for one of my drawings. The other I need photos of Marlene. Take care people.

- Kamuai -

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So I did a couple of really simple drawings one night. I just grabbed this really big sketchbook of mine and started drawing. Its nothing to fancy. Just me moving the pencil against paper. I will put them up anyways. Just gotta get my big sketchbook over here.

I added a new section to my journal. Its called 'Faved Works'. Its a section where everytime I update, I put up six works that I have faved. I do it so I can help promote people. There are a lot of great artists out there. So this is my way of helping them out. So be sure to check them out. Thanks.

Sorry I don't really have anything else to write. I had a very horrible and crappy night. I'm still suffering from it. And I am sure I will be for a long time. No need to worry though. I am sure I will pull through this. I just wonder what kind of scars will be left from it...

- Kamuai -

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Got a fun doujinshi yesterday from this awesome chick on DA. She drew it herself, so I bought one. It was with Reno from FFVII. =^^= I love Reno!! But not as much as I love Vincent Valentine. -hehe- Need to find some doujinshi's with him in them. >.> OH! If I could find one with him and Reno that would be awesome!! xD

Thinking of forcing myself back into drawing. Even if its not anime, I need to start again. Been to long since I last drew something. Or even wrote anything.

My creative side is just sitting there in a corner. Need to walk over to her and pick her up. Take off the straight jacket and hand her a pencil and paper. Put some headphones over her ears and press the play button on some awesome music.

Yes, I think I may accept the others in my head and try to not force them away. There is a reason why they are still here. So I am going to suck it up and smile at them. Maybe things in my head will calm down. Accept that I am insane and just grin and bare it. -hehe-

Maybe then I will be able to smile without forcing it. Maybe then I will be happy again, instead of sad all the time. Its been raining to long in my sanctuary. Need to have the sun come out. Need to let the Sakura blossoms bloom. Need to be happy instead of gloomy all the time.

Need to find and rebuild myself....

- Kamuai -

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So...
I got laid off from work today. Or atleast I think I did. Got a phone call from my boss saying she didn't have any hours for me and that my services weren't needed anymore. So I guess that means I'm fired. I kind of knew it was coming though. The past three weeks I only worked a totally of five days. So yeah. It sucks, but oh well. Time for a new job anyways.

Gotta go. Hungry and need to pay my phone bill.

Bye byes.

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So...
Updating for the hell of it.
Didn't really have a good day.
People really started to annoy me.
And my freakin phone would not stop going off.
And everytime I thought it was someone, it ended up being this other person instead.
That annoyed me even more.
So...
Wanting to hang with someone.
Haven't heard from him yet.
Thinking of walking to his place.
It will only take me like two hours.
Need to stop by my house on the way.
Need my charger.
Hopefully he will text me soon.
Till then, I walk.

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