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I'm alive everyone! No need to send out search parties!! -hehe-

Its been a long time since I was last on here. Sorry folks. I've just been busy. Met some people up here and they pretty much take up all of my time! I'm hardly at home anymore, which is ok with me. Not to happy with my parents right now. I want my own place so badly!! I need to get an apartment. And quickly.

Anyways! Hope you guys had a great christmas and new year. Mine was ok. Didn't want a thing for christmas, got stuff anyways. More junk for my room. Wasn't even excited about christmas this year. Kind of not wanting it to happen. Oh well.

The day after was amazing though! My soulmate and love of my life came up to see me!! xD I was so happy to see him and to spend a week with him. Honestly, from the 26th of December to the 2nd of January was the best week of the past year! I didn't want it to end. Unfortunately he had to leave yesterday and it was so hard to say good bye. Him and I cried so much and so hard. I know he cried a good portion of the way home. It was hard for him to leave. Took him a couple of tries. I had to tell him to leave before it got to late for him to drive. It hurt so much....it still hurts....People want me to smile, but all I want to do is cry. It didn't help that when i got home my mom started to yell at me and say some horrible stuff to me. Of all the days, she had to pick yesterday. -sigh-

I'm just tired of it all. Tired of the disappoint she says i make her feel. Of her yelling at me. Of us not speaking to each other for days. Of her!! I need to get away. I need to get my own place. It may be time to get a second job. I need more money and quick. I just need to stop living under her roof. It all just needs to stop. If it keeps up, I will just end up going all the way back to california. Maybe that will be better....

Sorry for the rant and ramble people. I just needed to get it all out of my system. Things aren't really going good for me and its my mom who is to blame. She is always looking down at me. And its making me mad. I just want to run away. Go somewhere away from her. Somewhere she won't go. Maybe I should just go back to my home town. Maybe....

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