..| U p d a t e s |..Got a fun doujinshi yesterday from this awesome chick on DA. She drew it herself, so I bought one. It was with Reno from FFVII. =^^= I love Reno!! But not as much as I love Vincent Valentine. -hehe- Need to find some doujinshi's with him in them. >.> OH! If I could find one with him and Reno that would be awesome!! xD
Thinking of forcing myself back into drawing. Even if its not anime, I need to start again. Been to long since I last drew something. Or even wrote anything.
My creative side is just sitting there in a corner. Need to walk over to her and pick her up. Take off the straight jacket and hand her a pencil and paper. Put some headphones over her ears and press the play button on some awesome music.
Yes, I think I may accept the others in my head and try to not force them away. There is a reason why they are still here. So I am going to suck it up and smile at them. Maybe things in my head will calm down. Accept that I am insane and just grin and bare it. -hehe-
Maybe then I will be able to smile without forcing it. Maybe then I will be happy again, instead of sad all the time. Its been raining to long in my sanctuary. Need to have the sun come out. Need to let the Sakura blossoms bloom. Need to be happy instead of gloomy all the time.
Need to find and rebuild myself....
- Kamuai -
..| C o m m i s i o n s |..
-:: Night-Everclear: Anime - Lance Cutler (working on)
- Want me to draw you something?
- Than just leave me a message!! =^^= ..| F a v e d | W o r k s |..


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